The CONFESSION thread

[munchbaby]

Originally Posted by RitaRee

Oh I understand this. I've been in your shoes. :-/



IKR. I need to bottle up that smell and sell it.



Hahaha, IKWYM. There's this one particular guy my boyfriend doesnt know about. He's VERY attractive and quite fit. I'm quite attracted to him. If me and this guy had met earlier on, I would've given him a chance, absolutely.

But I got a boyfriend now...

Still, with his fineness, I can't imagine him staying single for long...

mannnnnn that struggle is so real

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[JahSmiles]

I feel you on that! Ive been thinking about leaving nyc for so long now.

Originally Posted by Zimmer33

I want to go to grad school out of state!! Preferably Atlanta, I need a change of scenery and I want to experience living on my own. As long as I live in NYC I would have to work 2 jobs to be able to support myself. I hope everything works out for me

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[tinaclark31@yahoo.com]

@kurlykoils be careful I battled anorexia for years.and I didn't even know that's what was wrong with me for the longest.

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[*CurlsonBrains*]

I just ate my mama fried pickles. She about to be heated once this all sinks in her brain.

[Lady O]

Originally Posted by proverbs356

I wish I could find a taller guy to date. They all seem to want to date women shorter than me :/ The last two guys that were taller than me who were interested were younger than me- 18 and 21 😞

The young ones seem to love older women now and days. This 21 year old is checking for me and I'm looking at him like honey I'm pretty sure I'm too old for you.

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[proverbs356]

Originally Posted by Lady O

The young ones seem to love older women now and days. This 21 year old is checking for me and I'm looking at him like honey I'm pretty sure I'm too old for you.

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I'm finding it annoying lol. Like, really I'm 24 and you're barely legal (the 18 year old). On top of that, I have a child, so I'm already in a different head space than you. *sigh*

[Lady O]

Originally Posted by proverbs356

I'm finding it annoying lol. Like, really I'm 24 and you're barely legal (the 18 year old). On top of that, I have a child, so I'm already in a different head space than you. *sigh*

Lol they don't see that though. A friend of mine is 21 & asked me if he's too young to be a step daddy of this 37 year old's kids. One is 4 yrs younger then him -_-
They don't grasp the concept that their maturity isn't where we need it to be at that age. I'm an old soul too so a youngin wouldn't last with me. Po babies.

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[brittini]

I'd love to have a child but I know it isn't the right time and so does my husband. I accept that it isn't mentally but it's like .... Something inside of me keeps pushing it. It gives me some sort of feeling that I can't exactly describe or pinpoint. Idk. I sound stupid.

[Lady O]

Originally Posted by brittini

I'd love to have a child but I know it isn't the right time and so does my husband. I accept that it isn't mentally but it's like .... Something inside of me keeps pushing it. It gives me some sort of feeling that I can't exactly describe or pinpoint. Idk. I sound stupid.

You don't sound stupid. I have the same feeling. I'm not married, my ex and I are working things out & I have a list of other reasons as to why now isn't my time. Now I sound silly. But that feeling just won't go away.

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[InternationalNatural]

Originally Posted by kurlykoils

I'm so obsessed w/losing weight that it's slowly eating me inside.

I just want to have a thinner yet still curvy shape.

I always feel like cutting myself whenever i eat something fattening cause i always feel like i failed

I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself & crying. So if i have to cut to shut my cries up then so be it.

I just want to look more beautiful....

Seriously KurlyKoils just stop. It's not that serious. You need counseling. It's okay to feel sorry for yourself sometimes but to punish yourself for feeling that way is not how to do it. You need to take charge of your life and your diet. Try weight watchers because on it you can eat whatever you want just in moderation. You can't have your cake and eat it too. I'm pretty sure a few replies back i gave a link to my blog and the after maths of cutting. Sorry to go so hard on you, but YOU HAVE NO IDEA what you're doing to yourself and how it's going to affect you in the long run. It just makes me so mad when people makie cutting sound so luxurious like it's the only way out of a bad situation where they have lost control. Cutting is stupid and you're not going to be able to show off the perfect body you have after losing weight with all the cuts on it. I'm really sorry for doing big sister tone of voice but you need to go seek help and get on anti-depressants.

By the way, I'm sure you are beautiful. You're a black queen. You have untapped strength that you don't know about. Your beauty is unique to you and if anyone tells you otherwise screw them. You're not anyone else's barbie. Not society's and not any man or woman's. You need to actualize your potential as a human being and this way ain't it. it never will be.